So when this all happened I was 16 in high school with a little friend group, I never told any of my friends about what I have seen my dad do or that I ‘loved’ him, and a lot of my friends have told me that my dad is ‘sexy’ and I mean I don’t blame them, he’s 6ft tall with a muscular bodybuilder body and a lot of them say he has a ‘sexy’ beard which again I agree and I think my dad was the reason I became gay.Īround this time I had started to watch porn and masterbate and my friends made me watch my first porn video, and I would do it when I knew my dad was asleep or I was the only one home.
So for a while I knew my dad was gay like really day and I knew he loved to suck dick I mean I saw him and his friends sucking each others dicks a few times but they never saw me, my dad and my mom were divorced and I lived with my dad, he was a great and nice guy and he always supported me and my decisions and I loved him but as time went on I seemed to love him more and more.